In New Mexico

So Here I am. Albuquerque, New Mexico for the Great Southwest Track & Field Classic. The Nevada coach wants me to run in the 100m Dash, 200m Dash, 4x100m Relay, and 4x200m Relay.
I might not run the 4x200 cause neither I nor him want to burn me out. So I'm super nervous, but more so excited.

I'm not even going to trek into the tale of how we got here, for I may just explode my brains all over this computer for how incomprehensible my father is. He doesn't remember anything Potter told him! Ugh... I'm not even going to start.
I should have come here alone, don't get me wrong, my dad's a good guy, but he doesn't understand plain English. I may speak of his idiocy later, after the meet. I don't need anything negative for me right now. But because of all the screw ups, I have gotten my own room with a King size bed. They were worried about me being alone.
1) Because they thought I'd be lonely
2) Because they thought I'd be a rambunctious teen doing crazy stuff and inviting boys into my room.
They don't realize that I'm a solitary creature that likes abiding by the rules. So this works out perfect for me. I did forget my toothbrush and toothpaste and razor, but thank god the counter had some cheapy ones. There's so many intimidating people here. I can see it in their eyes. I try to hold no fear in my face and I think I have accomplished that. I'm trying to strike fear into all of them as well.
All I know is that I must try my hardest and do my best. No matter what placing I take, I'll be proud of myself. Being beat is just something else in life you must deal with. A lot of these girls seem so smug though and it angers me. Why must one be so stuck up? Are you really so much better as to not converse to me when I say a polite Hello? We are going to be stuck in this elevator for a few moments, why not share some friendly words?
Or you know... you can look at me then look away. Whatever makes you happy.

I doubt any adults or actually anyone at all reads these, but I want to thank my sponsors so much. I would have never gotten here if it weren't for my sponsors pulling together in such short notice. You guys are true heroes in my eyes and you all have my out most respect.

I must wake up early now. Goodnight.