Confusing

The world throws
all these confusing
words at me
all these confusing
problems at me

imaginary numbers
negative radicals
solubility
saturated
moles
Math and science
HARD facts with no
other
possible
answer
How would you make
250mL of 1.0M
stock
Solution
I don't even know
Where To Start.
I don't even know
What I'm Trying To Find.
I used to be able
to make answers
appear easily
from my pencil
to my paper
But now
nothing comes
nothing nakes sense
classes push me
To the Edge
Sucidal
and
Homicidal
thoughts relieve me
the only time I feel anymore
is when I hate
or hurt
To End it all
To Enter my dreams
Forever
Only reason I hang on
because school is
A stupid reason
to give up
the only reason
I am
alive
which is
to live
But why do we live
why should we care
When eventually
we die