Pre-Senioritus

So it's my Senior Year. Being a Senior is so different than the rest of your years. This was before school started anyways. I felt older, and more pretty. I felt like I was respected. But then I started going to school, and I was right back next to all the other pretty girls in our school. They're just as important as me, just as respected, and ten times more pretty. This puts me back on the bottom, where I belong. I don't understand why I was born with this goddamn disease, making me muscular and fat. All the cute girls are small and frail. Their boyfriends pick them up, give them piggy back rides, hold their tiny hands, literally sweep them off their feet. You can't do that when your girlfriend weighs more than you. What man wants a girl bigger than him, lowering their masculinity? I hate school in every way possible. The school is full of dumbasses anyways, all you really do your last year of school is listen to everything you learned over the past 3 years because the teachers are just trying to embed the information they've failed to embed earlier into their brains before graduation. I hope the zombie apocalypse happens soon.