The voices in my head are telling me things. They have been since I was little. I tell them no. I fight with them. I argue with them. And here I am talking to you, bound and gagged, so now you'll understand why I did this to you. They say to cut him, slash him, feed him to the dogs, but I ignored them. I love you too much. That night, I wore my finest dress, pink and white, flowing silk, a big white ribbon around my waste. You took my hand and led me into the ballroom where we waltzed the night away. You peered right into my eyes which burned into my soul. Do you remember what you said? You whispered into my soft ear, "I love you forever my dear."
Oh yes! That's what you said. Don't deny it love. You know it to be true. The voices in my head, they knew better.
He's using you for wealth.
He doesn't care for you.
"Shut up. He loves me. He told me himself!" I told them aloud.
Burn him sweety.
Bite him dear.
"I shall do no such thing! You two are preposterous. Just leave me be!"
Your queer look reminded me that only I could hear these two demons speak such slander. I kissed your lips and asked to be excused.
"Of course my love," You had said to me.
I escaped into the powder room to converse with the menaces.
You don't need him, you only need us.
He's not good to you, we can provide.
"Shush, the both of you. You do not exist, you're made up in my mind."
I ran out of the powder room, no place to hide. I came looking for you! You were gone from where I left you.
I ran out upon the balcony. There you stand. Another girl holds your hand, you kiss her sweetly and whisper in her ear.
For I not know what you said nor do I really care, but I know one thing. That girl was not me. Me, me me. You chose me! Not her.
Grab him by the throat!
Scratch his eyes out!
My furry clouded the voices in my head. I flee the premises in tears and sit upon the bottom stairs.
We told you
"Shut up!" I squeal.
He's not good for you.
"Hush!" I blurb through sobs.
Hold him down and cut his face so he's no longer recognizable.
"You dastardly thoughts! I hate you so! Leave me to my depression. Just leave me alone!"
The voices quit. They had not said a word. Alone. Alone was I? That is when I sat there and waited for you. Among the beautiful shrubbery outside. You had that girl in your arms and walked her down the stairs. I jumped out and hit you with my shoe. The heel struck your head and splattered me in your blood. I was surprised you woke up with that much blood loss. What about your date you ask? Oh don't worry. She's over there. She didn't scream or pout. It was quick and quiet. It wasn't much her fault. But you, oh you think you're such a card. The voices left me and now I'm alone. You. You're the reason for this so now it's time to go. Before I start, remember what you did. The lives you have ruined for your own indulgence. After I finish you, I'll take myself so I can live for eternity without the voices in my head and forever with the friends in my heaven sent death bed.

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